So let me tell you about my day Internet. A lot of it had to do with this band. The band being Blink 182. First off I've liked these guys since I was around 13 years old (all to impress a boy of course typically me!) and haven't stopped. I found out about almost 2 weeks ago that they were coming to Vancouver. I scoured the internet for ticket listings. They finally popped up. Then I was hunting down for presale codes. It wasn't till this afternoon I noticed one. But I had already tried 4 different ones. But I went what the heck here we go. it worked. I searched for 4 tickets best avaliable section at the highest price. I got Floor Seats Internet. FLOOR! I've never been to a concert with floor seats! EVERRRRR! Not only that I'm paying for this myself!
So come August 31st my life will be a whole lot more amazing.
Oh right.
The rest of my day.
I woke up and had waffles again. Seriously there like crack. I visited Central a little. it's being torn down soon. Man. I can't believe that. Come the fall there will be a new Burnaby Central. That's truly amazing.
Then on a whim I met up with Adrienne. I met Adrienne through my ex . In fact I know a lot of people cause of him. We've partied hard but never really hung out. It was nice to shop and just talk and just hang. seriously. I got a new wallet shirt and a boobies bracelet. Plus some salt spray for my ear.
I hope to buy some new bars/rings for my ear come next pay check. Life is grand internet! It really is!
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I woke up and had waffles . I'm not getting fat in fact I've maintained my skinnyness. All the walking I do really helps. Or so i feel. That being said I called my trainer and left a message. Here's hoping I can hit the gym up a lot before PJ. Which by the way I am SO EXCITED FOR! Oh my god. So stoked.
I then made impromptu plans with Ray. Man with everything we've gone through it's so great that we can still be friends. It pleases me. We went for poutine and then took our doggies for a walk . We chatted about everything. It was rather lovely.
Not sure what I'm doing tonight or tomorrow. I know however tomorrow I am not working. Or I am. Theres a bit of a shift switch going on at the moment. It's rather interesting.
Friends are interesting. They are on my brain a lot. More or less the friends who stick by me. and the friends who aren't changing and staying the same.
I'm changing Internet. This me becoming an adult. or trying to at least!
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Teddybear, honey bee
Don't forget that you love me
More than the stars over your head
It's just that your love shines like the moon
Full and bright and blinding through
Into my heart, into my head
When it's so dark I can't see the light
I close my eyes and I think of you
My little love, my only girl
I wouldn't leave you for all the world
I'll just sit here and wait for your moon to rise
When it's so dark I can't see the light
Well I close my eyes and I think of you
When it's so dark I can't see the light
Well I think of you
When it's so dark I can see the light
Shining through you
Said the Whale. The best friend Brad introduced them to me. So good!
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So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
This was our song. But I can listen to it without thinking of you. (Go me)
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Yesterday was my best friends 19th. I mean best friend when i talk about a lot of people but Emily and I go way back. I've known her since the end of Grade 5. She would come over and stay the night randomly and we'd do everything together. So yesterday was her birthday. It had a late start since she changed her mind so I waited 2 hours and missed watching the game cause of it. We meet up she was already drunk we tried to get into the roxy but we were unsuccessful. So we wandered. The crowds were pretty redonk.
We go to Celebs. Then leave. Grab people then go back. I had 5 double long island ice teas. Then went we went to wreck beach. Soon it was 230 in the morning I can't find Emily or anyone. I searched and then just left. Course I didn't have enough cash to cab home and tried to convince the cab company whilst still slightly drunk. I then walked all the way from Wreck to West 10th. Emily called me asking where I went and I explained that the party just wasn't my scene. I couldn't really force her to leave and I pretty much did most of everything for her. I'd like to think after last night I'm a pretty awesome friend.
I don't hate last night but I didn't enjoy walking alone at night. There were froggy noises. Which was cool. and I saw the sunrise. which was awesome.
Life lessons were learned internet. So it's all good. In awesome news I got some new clothes my credit card is officially activated and I have now two days off. Most likely hanging with best friend Brad after game and consuming alcohol. it will be gts.
Maybe I'll have that tomorrow. or try a new drink. Who knows?
I also have serious room detoxing plans to do tomorrow as well. That's for damn sure.
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I
am a music student. Although I am not studying it University and College or pursuing it as a career. I still consider myself a music student. I've played piano since the age of 5, sang in Senior and Junior Choir in Elementary, sang in Concert Chamber and Womens choir as well audtioned and sang in BCMEA's 2008 honour choir and was a precussionist in band. I am a music student
Tonight I went to my sister's choir concert. I have to call them that since I am no longer a choir/music student. I felt such nostalgia tonight. It's only been a year but it's been an interesting year without music . I didn't have time for piano and I don't really consider myself good enough for a choral group. But god do I miss singing. I miss hitting highnotes and harmonies. I miss it all.
I hope this summer I can get back into piano and maybe try and do some singing in my life. Even if I'm just taking voice lessons with someone. Music brings me such joy and has inspired me in so many ways it's ridiculous. And don't mean that like the stereotypical person who says music is my life. It is everyones life I guess. But I mean I go to shows and research bands and now am trying to expand my music tastes even more. It's rather awesome.
I hope by this time next year I will have more music in my life. As it's something I am lacking and I truly miss.
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