Today would have been the day...

Had things turned out differently. Had I not wanted different things. Had the break actually been successful and you gave me my space. Today would have been 2 years for us.


I wonder if we will ever reach a norm? You asking for a CD back is not such..


So today was kinda awesome and it wasn't suppose to be. Kayla's dad gave me his ticket to the Black Key's show at Deer Lake which was rather wonderful. I went driving worked out then went to the concert!


Cage the Elephant did a great opening and the Black Keys just rocked it. I consumed pizza mini donuts and got myself a wicked tshirt. My mother asked me if I buy one after every show I see and I said....well not every single one. Teeehee.


T-minus one day till PJ. I am still stoked. Got some epic plans for it and I can't wait to meet everyone. 
//

Dropkick Murphy's

Talk about epic nights. Last night with my friends Michael and Matthew I went to see the Drop Kick Murphy's at the Commodore Ballroom. In which i consumed a jaggerbomb 3 whisky sours and double long island ice tea. I met two guys from the Yukon who barriacded around us so that I wouldn't die from moshing.


I got up on stage and sang with the Band. My leg has a lovely gash on it because of it but my god was it ever worth it! 


I have two gym workouts a driving lesson plus a bunch of girly shopping and other girly things before PJ 11. Which is only 3 days away as of today. I am so excited internet. I can't even explain.


It's funny how you want it back but yet haven't made much of an effort to get it. Seriously. What is your deal?


True Blood Season 4 premiers tonight. Another thing I'm stoked for. I think I might go take my doggies for a walk. Get some Vitamin D with the gorgeous sun that has finally revealed itself. 


My mind is racing. So much to look foward to. It's wonderful
//

On Holiday. If Only For Awhile

I took a few days off before PJ. Because I really needed a break. I am however gonna miss whilst at camp not just because of money but I really like the people and the overall atmosphere of where I work.


So here's my weekend

• 1130 consult with lasers....
• Hang with Keith get music from him!
• Clean pack for the night
• Head out to Ridge
• Party hard
• Wake Up Go home clean to go an Open House
• Meet the Canucks? (hopefully I shall)
• Get dolled up and go downtown
• Drop Kick Murphies
• Pass out at home

So yeah. It's gonna be interesting. Plus I have to pack for PJ. And try and buy some stuff that I'll need whilst away. 


Also. As much as I'm excited to party with them Rovers.....I really hope you'll be civil. Mind you we don't even talk so it doesn't really matter....it's all up to you.
//

Too Little Too Late.

I think I've missed my chance with ya. And maybe it's for the better. Right now is not the time. And maybe it will never be the right time. But whatever happens happens......no worries for now.

Currently on the University website figuring out courses and such. Tis lovely that I have no holds on my account. Seriously. so good! 

Worked then worked out. I killed it at the gym. I'm impressed with my determination sometimes. I'm really pushing myself. I have two appointments before I leave back to back. I will most likely regret this. 

I need to redye my hair buy some earrings and other things as well prep for my weekend ahead.

I found something today I thought I had lost. I want the other part back. And I hope I'll get it back

//

Summer Solstice.

As of 10:16 am today it is officially Summer. It actually felt and looked like today. I hung out with my friend Jacob had delicious mongolian grill ate some marble slab ice cream and walked the sea wall. What a great way to kick off summer.  It was brilliant sunshine up at work today and although I am slightly dreading the crowds in the summer I am still overall pleased with work and the money I'm making.


However being a team leader sucks. especially since with the title that would mean that I should get higher pay. But alas this is not the case. 


Yesterday i worked 8 hours then went to the gym for an hour then went to the mall. I am so exhuasted internet it's not even funny. However I have a more defined waist and plan to hit the gym at least 3 more times before I leave for PJ next Wednesday. 


That's right. Almost one week till Jamboree. I hope can blog a bit whilst I'm away though i shall be taking a journal with me like last time. I also hope this week i can update my flickr and prepare the copious amounts of photos I'll be taking whilst away at camp. 


The rest of the week has plans of work party hard and packing as well as a driving lesson and possible baby sitting. After that it's camp camp camp. I am le sad about missing a pay check but alas I shall survive. ....for now.


The song Feeling This has been on repeat on my Ipod for awhile now. As well as Awake my Soul. I think too much when I listen to music. I really need to stop.
//

Father's Day

Today is Father's Day. I am very lucky to have the father I have. As hard as high school was dealing with him. I wouldn't trade him for the world. 


I'm trying to reach out here. I'm trying to be a friend. Not sure why.But I'm trying . Especially cause of today.


It's been nice to have a couple days off from the gym. I went out Friday watched Green lantern which was a less then satisfying movie but Ryan Reynolds is super abliscious so it's ok. Then we bought liqour had a campfire and discussed Epic meal time in great detail. Then it became saturday i did some cleaning but mostly lazed about and went to a birthday dinner. Twas rather lovely. I got my Rover Shirt and went out for Ice Cream thereafter! 


I worked extra early today and not gonna lie work was a bit of a gong show. There wasn't enough staff and people kept bitching about the weather and I wanted to kill someone by the end of my shift. Seriously. We went out for dinner and my dad liked his Father's day present so all is well.


I came to a realization the other day. I'm terrified. I'm absolutely terrified. I'm terrified to date internet. Despite how I feel about a certain boy. I'm too scared. Why? Mostly due to the last break and several before. I always crush the guy. I feel like literally destroy them.


I hope this soon will pass....
//

Canucks (A Post About the Riots)

So let me start this off by saying. I AM NOT A BANDWAGONER. I don't LOVE hockey but nor do I hate it. I simply enjoy getting into the spirit. Same with the Olympics.

I truly thought our boys could do it. I really thought tonight we would finally take home the Stanely Cup. Sadly this not the case. As sad as I am about it there isn't much we can do. However for almost 3 hours it's been non stop news about the riots occuring downtown. Cars being set on fire. Tear gas. Rubber Bullets. Massive Crowds. The whole 9 yards.

I'm embarassed Internet. Although I am not "from Vancouver" I am embarassed to be referred to as a Vancouverite. People have told me this isn't as bad as 94 but this is still embarassing. I do appreciate however how the police were a bit more prepared but it still seems they are struggling to control the crowds as we speak. I'm actually thankful that I had to work today and missed the game. I really am.

I realize that this site isn't broadcasted that much and I doubt that any rioter will read these words but i say this. The people who had the intention to start a riot were going to do regardless of the outcome of the game. They are idiots and the lowest of the lows. I truly wish people weren't so awful here's hoping Darwin kicks in and changes that up. They have ruined the night and have tainted the reputation of canucks fans. Also to the various news stations  do not compare this to G20 that's just ridiculous.

//