Anything Could Happen

This seems appropriate considering my last post featured Ellie Goulding.

I'm a blogging, writing mood, so let's ramble and see where we go shall we?

The summer happened. I took classes and will get a certificate alongside my degree so that's rather neat.

Working at Summer Camps turned out to be a bit of a bust, but it was an experience none the less. The universe then presented the opportunity of working for the Capilano Student's Union. I officially left Running Room in August, and now also work an independent running store alongside my CSU job. So that's a plus.

I ended my long term relationship which last post I was beyond stoked about. Funny how things change . He didn't love me any more and we wanted different things. I am bitter and upset about it but I am moving forward and focusing on myself and what I want in the future. Yes that's blunt. Yes it seems mean but I don't see a point in sugar coating it. Maybe we can be friends one day, but not right now.

With this I have plans to runaway to Europe for a couple months in the fall. It's high time I did something for me.

School has been good. I officially graduate next Spring. I got through critical thinking which was amazing.

Both my dogs are gone. Shortly after break up they both passed away. I miss having a dog to cuddle when I come home after a rough day.  Bad things happen in threes. So I'm done now I think

I'm seeing someone. Sure most think I've moved to fast. But the nice part about an open relationship is it takes a lot of pressure off and the traditional relationship is a lot more work and effort then I'm willing to put in right now.

He makes me smile. I enjoy his company and respects me. I call it a win.

Driving is non existent. Anxiety is mangeable as well as depression but we shall see how NYE goes, considering the last time I was single I was a bit of a hot mess.

2015 holds a lot in store for me. I look forward to what the universe will present to me.

I'm doing ok. I really do mean that.

Sure I'm lonely. Sure I'm sad but it's getting better. Time heals everything. Cliche it's so true.

I want to improve my fitness . I want to get this driving thing dealt with. Like put it to rest.

2014 is not ending how I thought it would. But it always could be worse.

I do miss a lot of things. But I know things will get better

"I'm on a rollercoaster that only goes up my friend"
I spend way too much time looking up John Green but this quote is perfect here
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Starry Eyed

In some ways things are terribly wonderful! In other ways they are just awful.

I can't say much now in regards to bad things as I'm trying to fix it. It's worst when you have a problem and you have to wait so long to find a solution.

With that in mind what's new? 
Well tried to quit my job and ended up staying because discounts on shoes are wonderful since Running is still a prominent thing in my life.

I love my Fitbit. It helps keep me self motivated. I definitely have been struggling the last week to get myself out. 

"I don't about you but I'm feeling 22"
that's my anthem for the next year? I guess it beats Blink 182 and nobody liking you

Ellie Goulding was awesome. I hope I can see her live again and I look forward to future albums. Also she makes me feel better about being a white girl and having poor dancing skills. 

Yesterday wasn't the worst birthday I've had (nothing trumps the year I got strep throat and had to cancel) but I've had better

Working along with personal issues of anxiety and depression do not make for a fun day.

Also fun fact when I say I don't want to go out...that's actually what I mean. 

Fingers crossed I get a new job on the mountain. Odds are looking good so far. 
Summer classes because I am determined to make graduation as reality.

Also NYC I'm coming for you. It's happening.

Boyfriend and I have been together 25 months (2 years and 1 month)
That's crazy. And awesome. But mostly crazy

He also won the SunRun. I'm dating a champion. I'm like a Trophy wife but not really. I'm calling myself that for now until I come up with a better title that's shorter then "Dating future paralympian"

I do hope 2014 is a better year. So far I am doubtful. 
Next year will be amazing because of PJ I know that. 

It's been over 8 months since World Moot I miss my international patrol. I miss Rovering in general. 

Luckily the Skeetpocalypse will fix that. 
As well as Byng
I love the Coast. 
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