Saturday 29 September 2012

Jack of All Trades , Master of None

City & Colour is a go to these days. Dallas Green's voice has quite a soothing quality. 

Rather irritated. But I won't let this get to me. This is not the end. Things will work out. 

6 months? When was the last time that happened? Relationships aren't foreign but they seemed to be all of last year...

Running has become a great stress release. Here's hoping that stays. 10 k is 9 days away. I see myself being a runner now. If you asked me that 2 months ago.. I would have called you crazy. But I have to try. I want this running thing to be a hobby. Not just an excersise routine

I miss my ladies. Alberta is full of work I hear but it's still rather far. 

I must write more. Especially here. It's not quite as advertised but not super private. I can vent more. I can't let the little things get to me. As much as they do.

September is almost over. Next thing you know everyone will be panicing about the end of the world...that's still happening right?

I miss Ivo a lot lately. Thanksgiving will be very hard. First with boy. First without Ivo. 

In fact I miss a lot of things. There's things I don't miss. Going to Central gave lots of nostalgia. I miss chats with Miss Taylor, I don't miss the way I was in Grade 12. I've come far in a lot of ways . Less in others. 

"I guess I take after my mother"

Tuesday 18 September 2012

With the Seasons

Sunday was my last shift on the mountain. 2 years. Countless trips up and down, so many memories. Very bittersweet. I shall miss the views and my coworkers. But I am enjoying my new job

My choral dreams are on hold. The running goes well. I'm thinking more races. And going more often school and work permitting. 

Edward Sharpe was rather lovely. Minus the drunkard who wandered around stage running the encore. 

I don't feel like I'm in 3rd year yet. I don't even feel like it's halfway through September. 
Mardigras is next week. Here's hoping I can go. 

Resisting the urge to spend money on concerts. I have jamborees to save for. 

I'm very worried for next summer. But as well terribly excited. 

I've started pondering Halloween. I feel like I should dress up but it just isn't my thing. I'm perfectly content to just hang at home. 

I haven't been sleeping as well as I normally do. I have too much running through my mind. Mostly on my future and achieving certain goals. 

I'm helping at RoVent now. Should be fun I hope
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Monday 10 September 2012

The week of firsts

First week back.
It's 3rd year now. Scary. But wonderful

All elective courses. So I'm lonely in my classes. But not really. I make friends wherever I go.

First choir rehersal. It was full of pie. I'm looking forward to singing again. It still brings me such joy. 

First day of my new job. I've joined the world of retail. It's a 15 minute commute. I am looking forward to mastering my job. (eventually)

Ran 5k. Half way through training. Tonight run again. Tomorrow run again. Just go often. It's all you can do.

Rover Moot page has been launched. 

I've signed up to write for the school paper, I still have Beavers to organize.

It's going to be an interesting remainder of the year. 

I still have a letter to write.
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